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Sunday, February 28, 2010

This world is so UGLY,
that even there are RULES,
it does not WORK,
there is no CONTROL against US,
the UGLIEST LIVING CREATURE,
on this UGLY PLANET,
cause CREATURES likes us only seek for a CERTAIN GOAL,
and the ACHIEVEMENT we SEEK,
is known  as ETERNAL FREEDOM,
yes ETERNAL FREEDOM is what all we seek,
STRESS-FREE DAYS, STUDY-FREE DAYS,
WORK-FREE DAYS, PEACEFUL DAYS,
WAR-FREE DAYS,
but all this only EXIST,
in the WORLD we call...
the BEAUTIFUL WORLD,
our OWN complex WORLD,
but at TIMES,
when we're ENJOYING such BEAUTY,
there are some CREATURE out there,
SHATTERING its surface,
a LAYER by LAYER,
until we RETURN to the UGLY WORLD.

I just want freedom,
I just want to spend time with my friends,
I just want to enjoy with those who can put a face in my face,
I can say I'm just fed up with the place HOME,
its the UGLIEST place I've ever known,
I can never sustain a smile for even 10 SHORT SECOND
but once I step a feet out of this BOUNDARIES,
I can even smile FOREVER,
is it just I've forgotten how to SMILE,
or I'm just more REBELLIOUS than ever,
I lived in a home of SORROW,
but in a WORLD of JOY,


I guess of 100 over people I know,
only minimal of 2 who understands,
a maximum of 5,
and all I have to,
is to suffer another 2 bloody years,
and I'm off this cage,
my wings can be strong again,
and I can fly anywhere,
I can own the FREEDOM I wished for,


she saw me,
she recognized me,
she realized I was seating near her,
feel so sorry,
didn't know what to say to her,
don't know how to approach,
...
if you're reading this,
erm,
never mind,
things are fine like this,

oh yeah..
so I wan't to thank this persons,
RICHARD, BEN, HAFEZ , & ALISON,
you guys are the best among the best,
to the others,
geez,
I don't even know if I  should continue calling you guys as friends or not,
those who are reading this blog I mean,
not even a word or care from you guys,
damn disappointed,
didn't know I only had such little amount of friends who cares for me,
and of course it only implies to those who read about me going to japan,
well, its already march by tomorrow,
geez, you guys are so cold,
I really should have went there,
and I should've stayed there FOREVER,
didn't know I have JERKS as friends,
you yourself can tell if you are,
I don't want to point you,
I only know you read, you even commented,
but you didn't even give a single concern,
you're the worst of the worst,
I must be blind for allowing you to get ways to be in contact with me,
that day, was the day I regretted the most,

putting that JERK aside,
thanks Ben and Hafez,
you guys are people I can really call brother,
others I don't know lar,
and Richard and Alison,
thanks for not saying that much,
but Richard you bastard,
you failed,
think for yourself where you tripped,

so much has happened,
this world is really UGLY...

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Sunday, February 21, 2010

REALITY VS. VIRTUAL,
which will WIN my HEART,
REALITY soon FADES off me,
and VIRTUAL grow STRONGER in me,
REALITY has start to LOSE its MEANING in me,
VIRTUAL is WINNING my HEART,
is there any LOVE in this WORLD,
which can bring me BACK to the REALITY,
or is it my FATE to be SUCKED,
into the WORLD of VIRTUAL,
where REALITY leaves no MEANING to me,
or is it just a TRIAL,
a TRIAL to keep me in BETWEEN,
both REALITY & VIRTUAL...

arghhh I'm losing to the virtual world,
seriously,
I've not been devoting myself to any studies at all ever since I was in secondary,
is it the end for me,
I can't go on like this,
or I'll fail in life,
I'm so active when it comes to VIRTUAL,
but when it comes to REALITY,
I'm a SPOILED BRAT.
dang, I'm insulting myself in my own blog LOL,

wow today was cool,
trust in BOND guys,
FRIENDSHIP and BONDS really will make this world freaking small,
just like how miracles occur,
you part with this particular person or group,
and when time pass,
you eventually end up realizing you reunited,
this world is really small,
lets go with 2 reality stories that I faced,

STORY 1:
I was somehow,
on one easter day,
was invited by my aunt to go to CHURCH,
so I just went lar,
since at home also got nothing else to do,
then I realized I devoted my self to JESUS CHRIST,
and there was this day,
a Youth evangelistic event,
DREAMZ was held,
and the speaker was LIANG,
a singer,
err forgot the tiny detail on him,
but hell yea it was great,
one great night,
and I reunited with a friend of mine,
Aaron Qaazmir,
we had our last memories during jr 4,
met him in maths class,
and he transferred to another school during jr 5,
so it has been around 5 to six years I guess,
and I met him there,
at that particular church,
and realized he goes there,
and is not a stranger there,
so there goes one reunion,

STORY 2:
not really a long parting,
just recently,
few months,
this girl,
in my tuition centre,
jr 4 this year,
possesses quite a beauty in her,
and shes smart and hardworking,
her name is Mei Wei,
The one on the left is Mei Wei, the one on the right is her best friend, Yen Jin,

although I wasn't really close with her,
bond was still present,
I was having lunch at a McD at a Petronas,
near Ampang,
and I was waiting for my aunt to come with the food,
and I was just looking around,
realizing that I saw a familiar face,
at  first glance I thought it was Heng Keat's mom,
then I realized Heng Keat nor Man Yee was there,
This is Heng Keat

this is Man Yee

so I looked closer and realized it was Mei Wei,
and she was doing Homework at McD =.="
ENVY HER LAZY PEOPLES!!!
well so after sometime,
her mother realized my existence,
and waved over and I responded,
and she told the daughter,
well it was really unexpected,
but I was glad I saw her,
although I didn't get a chance to talk to her,
cause I didn't want to disturb her doing her homework,

both this story has given me hope,
that Bond and Friendship,
will not die even how far the other is,
Bond and Friendship is an unsnap-able rope,

geez, quite a long post is it not,
owh guess wat,
cause there's only one last week,
OMG time really flies,
one more short week and I'm gone,
thanks for those who cared,
hope you guys really don't mind being fooled not told about this,
really sorry guys,
I guess I whould do some homework then,
chiaoz readers,

if there is...
I still feel this blog is vry silent and not read,
although there is that amount of posts in my Cbox,
sigh >.<

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Monday, February 15, 2010

I want to EMBRACE you,
under my ARMS,
on my CHEST,
cause your EXISTENCE in my LIFE,
is just too TEMPORAL,
it is for a short MOMENT,
it happens only ONCE a YEAR,
I WANT to,
LOOK into your CUTE EYES,
STARING for that MOMENT,
ANALYZING each others DESIRES,
a LOVE STORY reveals itself again,
merely IMPOSSIBLE,
but it HAPPENED,
with a simple KISS,
and our EXISTENCE lasted FOREVER.

YEAH VALENTINES AND CHINESE NEW YEAR BABY,
HAPPENS ONLY IN THIS KIND OF CALENDAR,
A SUNDAY, A VALENTINES, A CHINESE NEW YEAR,

so went to relatives house yesterday for gathering,
then, of course angpau collection has happened...
well my PSP battery went flat b'fore the expected time,
cuz I went online which consumed more battery than I expected T_T
then lucky ngam ngam got one TV show quite nice ler...
a movie,
KUNG FU DUNK I guess,
starring jay chou...
nothing to do mar,
watch lar,

in the end stayed up to 12.30
reached home at 1...
slept at 1,
woke up at 1,
LMAO
12 hours sleep LOL.

haiz,
2 more weeks,
jus 2 bloody short weeks and I'm off,
to japan...
haiz,
will miss u guys in malaysia alot man...

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Friday, February 12, 2010

HAPPY CNY WORLD,
may a PROPEROUS YEAR come to YOU,
GONG XI FA CAI, HONG PAU na lai.
RED PACKETS RED PACKETS,
filled with MONEY $$$

Today was CNY celebration,
and guess wat,
I SMASHED YI-WEII'S NUTS !!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA XD
k sry bro no offence...

cool day,
2 more weeks...
and I'm taking off huh...
sigh,
wonder how many more cared but didn't dare to ask...
haha
I muz be abit too sudden lol...

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

get on the DANCE FLOOR,
be WILD,
SHAKE it all out of  'ya
be the WILDEST DANCER on that NIGHT,
STEAL the SPOTLIGHT,
the EFFECT of DANCING,
the POWER of HI-NESS,
SHAKE the DANCE FLOOR,
PURE FAME PURE WILDNESS,

SO HAI KARIM!!!!!
so many ppl dunwan diu,
diu me...
walao, last period dy,
wan me change back,
so free izit,
sa hai lar,
I wear short pants and uniform got problem mer,
HEAD OF DISCIPLINE THN VRY PRO AR...

almost 3 more weeks thn I'm gone,
back to JAPAN T_T
sigh
seems like no one cares...
wee hee,
no one cares bout me lol,
shud I be happy or sad arh...
hahaha

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

enjoy JOY while it LAST,
cuz JOY is TEMPORAL and FRAGILE,
JOY passes by QUICKLY,
and SHATTERS easily,
NEVER let yourself REGRET for not ENJOYING those moments,
cuz when u REALIZE the JOY is OVER,
you'll feel TERRIBLE and HORRIBLE for not enjoying wats GIVEN to you.

somehow I'm still pissed off at my grandfather for barging in my room...
I mean, can't a 16 yr old teenage boy,
after finishing homeworks chat with his friends,
having a webcam in use...
dam pissed off...
so rarely someone uses their webcam on me,
here comes one person who is ok with it,
and there goes my day,

anyway who gives a damn,
cuz I'm leaving malaysia on march... haha,
hope that I could postpone it,
but its cool, going back to japan,
haha XD, screwed up alot man...
haiz, I'm a guy that screwed up alot aren't I...
my BaD...
darn, I wish I could've stayed and .......

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Sunday, February 7, 2010

LIVE your LIFE to the FULLEST,
TEENAGE comes only ONCE a LIFE,
a PERIOD of EXCITING MOMENTS,
where 80% of your ENJOYABLE MEMORIES are MADE,
high school maybe be TOUGH,
BUT there is always FRIENDS that will give YOU STRESS-FREE MOMENTS.
when it comes to PARTING,
DON"T ever give them a BITTER GOURD,
give them a BIG WATERMELON on your FACE,
that will make the PARTING not PAINFUL,
but keep this in MIND,
GREAT BOND comes GREAT DEPRESSION,
GREAT BOND brings HOPE and FAITH,
GREAT BOND means IRREPLACEABLE FRIENDS,
GREAT BOND results in GREAT REUNION,
no matter how PAINFUL LIFE have been,
carry this BONDS and they shall BLOOM BEAUTIFULLY in YOU,
have FAITH in the BOND you made,
and NOTHING shall be IMPOSSIBLE
LIVE with this BOND and BITTER days shall SHINE,
PART with this BOND and we shall MEET again,

my BAD,
but those aren't EXTREME RANDOM,
those are DIRECTED to of course my FRIENDS,
may GREAT BOND live in US,
BABY,

my APOLOGIES,
HANA KIMI T_T
one SAD story,
BLOODY HILARIOUS,
EXTREME ROMANCE,
DAMN its OVER,

50 PUSH-UPS with WEIGHTS right on your UPPER ARM beside your SHOULDER,
JOG with WEIGHTS on your ANKLE holding DUMBELLS,
50 SIT-UPS with WEIGHT tied to your BELLY,
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE OTHER STUFFS ARE CALLED,

LIVE you LIFE to the FULLEST,
NEVER make yourself REGRET on how you SPEND your YOUNG PERIODS,
BUILD GREAT BONDS,
and be WORTHY to this BONDS.

P.S. don't bother my attitude in this post, I went haywire after finishing HANA KIMI, cuz its soooooooooo damn funny but the parting part was dam TOUCHING T_T waaaaaaa, I need tissue,

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Friday, February 5, 2010

wohoo cross country, and its the actual day...
not bad lar... nvr train at all so memang not much improvement...
BUT, since the route is longer,
and I completed it the same duration as last year means got a bit improvement lar...
if I ditched Ben thn maybe can be quite front one...
but nah, I dunwan ditch him lar...
but still everytime I start to jog or run he sure fallback...
LOL...
yeah dam bloody fun lar the cheer....
hope get no sore throat,
sick of it edi,

k so after the cross country,
no teacher came in and we were waiting for lunch,
thn someone suggested to play truth or dare,
thn I was lik so lazy, I passed,
thn I feel lik "ok lar jz play lar",
so I changed my shirt went there n sit,
but somehow I wasn't in so I just watch the extremeness when it changed to dare or double dare...
Richard got kissed by Vermin on the cheek, Hafiz on the lips, and he also had to touch Vermin's Cock for lik 5 sec,
dam...
thn alison has to kiss joanne's lips,
n yi-weii has to lick my cheek(dam grosss, I noe rite)
n Joanne has to hug me!!!!
n she hugged me for like few seconds, pressing...
dam hit u noe,
u noe wat I mean rite...

then after we ate, we played again,
and yi-weii has to hug Karim,
take the rubbish bin to the middle and pole dance it,
and alison has to fall on mohamad joshua,
and I had to get my lips dam close to Alison like attempting to kiss her...
but she wouldn't let me so I was out,
thn I forgot all the other dares,

but damn today is one hell of a day...
and somehow Jin is back on the van again...
and she looks kinda different when I saw her,
well who cares,  ciaoz ciaoz...
damn I wanna get those pictures from Jacob... haiz

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

wohoo, dam syok today...
but 2010 has just begun...
more fun awaits,
cross country rocked man...
but sadly in the forest no bugs T_T
nothing to catch at all,
sad lar...
anyway it wasn't that bad lar..

P.S. Green house at least on friday come lar har, toghether chiong, we got one extra in us, so if everyone come sure can beat the other house one...

anyway Lunch time was usual,
except lol yi-weii GG.com...
dam cool one...
in his face lar...
LC pulak...
and there's a picture of him and me...
his whole body, and just my stomach,
from that pic u can c who got packs,
who flat one...
hahahahahaha XD,

so yi-weii got GG...
everyone watching him,
near him rite vry empty,
he now sure no face edi...
everyone sure wan make him out of skul one...
hahaha... lol dam offence lar,
like I care... read thn read lar...
memang pun...
this is wat we all wanted to see since the day u came...
I made u suffer liking her...
I noe u can't get her...
I noe she won't llik u...
but she made u so happy...
so happy that all I have to do is repeat those words into your mind,
and set ur hearts to her...
haiz, no comment on u edi lar bro, juz fall edi,
throw that stupid pride of yours and admit ur defeat,
u noe wat I realize,
you're juz lik L and Kira,
you just can't afford to lose...
thats y u are hated...
dude change already k,
or not we'll juz laugh at ur face...

and the gecko yesterday...
was something shawn caught first...
arghhh damn...
but it was worth being reminded by him that only dead creatures can be dissected or preserved...
so well I guess we can keep that anything we catch until it dies... thn we bring it to lab...
muahahaahhaha

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