Tuesday, August 4, 2009
revealing a persons true lifestyle is vry painful...
it reminds u of every gud and bad memories that u went through...
but still I need to prove my friends wrong...
the truth is ...
I'm not...
rich........
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wat am I stupid or somehing...
I'm a japanese...
a foreigner...
studying in malaysia should be rich...
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sorry to dissapoint or some may think this is just funny or stupid...
its true...
u heard me say I have a cond0 with a fingerprint sensor and password entrance for security...
I have so many game consoles...
gameboy colour, GBA, a broken game cube, NDS, PSP,PS2...
some of my friends think I'm rich...
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the truth is I'm in a critical financial moment...
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yes...
I know this post is ridicuclous but its the truth...
lets say I'm putting all my miserable dissaponted heart breaking times in here...
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lets start the story when I was a 5 yr old...
my parents should've been divorced by that time...
I'm still a kid so I forgot...
my mom's in jap too at that time...
my grandma took care of me during that time...
but I can never appreciate her kindness no matter what...
I just rebel her even though she was the one that raised me to this size...
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6yr old...
I was sent to japan for the first time in mah memory...
but it was the dunno how many times already...
I met my step father...
a kid like me was stupid enough to accept a step father...
I didn't even knew anything...
grew up and he was a good father to me...
I was like a retarded dummy...
I started calling him "daddy"..
either way I call my true father "otosan"...
I still hang out with otosan for certain occasion...
and there was kindergarten...
I fought and gained my first memorable friends...
tsubasa and his gangs...
they're one of the best...
although I forgotten most of their names...
sigh...
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7yrs old...
I was enrolled to a nearby school...
a school near my house...
sadly not with tsubasa...
but we still go to each others house...
I go to my jr 1 friends house via walking...
we go to the playground...
play...
and it was my last moment...
most of my friends...
I miss them alot...
all of them...
still having most of their pics...
=_=" =_=" =_="
I'll cut the story down by combining my primary years...
in MALAYSIA...
8~12 yrs old...
I enrolled into SSS sekolah seri suria...
there I met more friends...
Brandon, Jeremy chan...
and the collection of friends increase as time pass by...
some even decrease...
there I remembered once my parents were working at a night food court..."pat ye tin"
then while I was in jr 4 if I was not mistaken...
they opened a .....watever u call that...
they sell pressed flower deco and many stuff...
kids toy...
and they just did that...
sometimes I follow them lar...
then they work at mont kiara and 1 U
last time lar long time ago story...
so see my house is at ampang so its quite a far travel...
and one day I forgot what happened...
I did something rebellious...
and made my grandpa angry..
then he started throwing me on the sofa...
it was such a painful experience...
but still I will continue...
I called my mom...
he slammed the phone and continued beating me...
in the end the night ended...
and there were several cases more I forgot...
but of course there was sweet moments when my cousins and auntie and uncle came back from singapore...
every time they come back ...
it feels fun...
and hat time we were young crybabies...
so everytime we are going to fong sau...
thn we cry...
pathetic I still think...
and many painful and sad along with happy sweet moments happened at this time..
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13 form 1...
there wasn't much happening...
it was the first year I started to live withouth my parents...
they are working at japan...
I still can't get the whole thing...
I was tricked or they were tricked...
I can't tell...
but it made me feel abit like in those love animes...
parentless...
thn start relation...
but still this is a reality where dreams and imagination is only existing in you and yourself...
but there wasn't much diffrence...
-.-' -.-' -.-'
14 form 2...
yes a year which I met with ming yau at school...
I knew him before most of the surians did...
I think it was 2006 or 2007 when I met him in our tuition centre...
in the end things started to change...
well forgot to mention I was a freaking violent kid during primary...
and now I cooled down a lot...
last time even ejek little bit become gorrila...
-.-" -.-" -.-"
present... 15 form 3...
yes There were several rebellious act I remember...
a time where I think this was 2008 or this year...???
who cares...
anyway it happened that I gotta rebel my grandpa seriously...
he waned to fight with me...
he took his cigarette which is lit and tried to poke me with it...
I'm not a caring bastard that won't rebel even the one threatening him is his grandpa...
I hit his hands away...
and I walked away...
went into my room...
got most of my things destroyed...
fucking retarded pussy...
then time passed...
alot had happened..
I met form 1's...
that made a big impact in mah life...
and they just left like that..
and the REAL international school...
I somehow got interested to enroll in it today...
and see me , Keat Wei, Yee wern, Hoi Kay, and Seow Ching plans to go...
I asked and I got lectured indirectly and I went to my room took my headphone and blasted songs into my ear doing mah HW...
the other I dunno lar...
but yee wern and seow ching expected me to enter...
cuz they think I'm rich...
and they keep saying' see u there' 'c u there yuza'...
sigh..
I think I'm not worth it...
completely spoiled...
soo many things had happened...
now school fees also got problem...
sigh...
~.~ ~.~ ~.~
either way...
those who received watever I said...
I hope you're not the same like me...
but one thing I hope is that...
in the end of my life I will reunite with all my friends before I die...
that should be my last wish...
so I'm a low lifed person...
don't expect much from me k... =)
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